Wishes, Thinking, and Wishful Thinking
Wishes, Thinking, and Wishful Thinking
My mother is a complicated woman. She is an incredibly
strict (though she does not act like it) teacher who likes scaring her students;
at the same time, she may cry while watching Korean dramas. As you may have guessed, my mother is tad
eccentric. That isn’t the only thing
that’s odd about her. Even though it’s
obvious that she has a lot of work to do, she somehow manages to be there for
me when I ask her to be. For example,
she may have papers to check or grades to compute, but if I ask her to, she
would gladly take me out for halo-halo.
That isn’t to say I don’t appreciate it; I just find it odd. It doesn’t mean I don’t love her – even
though I practically never verbalize it – it just means that despite her
oddities, I love her all the same.
There are many wishes I would like
to wish for my mother. But in the end, I
wish that someday she is given the chance to see Papa again. Not soon, but when she leaves me I hope she
can again see him smiling at her with all the love he has – all the love she
deserves. For I always have myself, my
quirks, my personality, my hand-me-down Catcher in the Rye book, and I can
comfort myself through the loss. But she
lost her husband after almost three decades’ worth of time together and one
with the child they waited seventeen years for; the child that left her after
he passed away. It isn’t fair. It’s rare
that life ever is. So I wish that she
will be able to see the man who loved her, the man whom she loved back, because
I believe you deserve this, Mama. This
wish is what I can give, and I will not hesitate to.
On the whole, we can agree that
Hally Andrada isn’t really your normal type of person. Then again, I’m not sure
if I’ve ever met anyone who was. The idea of a normal human is a farfetched
misconception of life; although I do not doubt that many out there would like
to believe nonetheless. She is, on the whole, a person most of all. The notion
to perceive her as anything less than that is wishful thinking.
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