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  Perhaps the greatest pain that I need to bear is accept that a beloved son has gone ahead of me.  As a believer in God, I tried to accept the fact that Jet is no longer in this world. That we do not have a permanent lease in life; that we are just ultimate stewards of life and that can end anytime.   It is said that children are arrows in the family quiver and the loss of a son is a loss of a precious arrow.   Jet’s death filled me with deep sorrow especially that I won’t see his face even for the last time. I would just be content in embracing the urn which bears his ashes.   But, I am consoling myself that he has gone in this contagion under such an unfortunate circumstance that the living cannot even mourn for their dead.   I need not question God why this happened because He knows what is best for us. In due time, discernment will come why this has to happen. Amidst all the unhappy feelings, I am staying strong with the belief that I can go all through this through Him wh